bila jalan-jalan kuala lumpur, dan sesat tiba-tiba.

cerita hari ini bermula begini. kami anak jantan tahun empat pelajar perubatan alex telah mengadakan satu perjumpaan berbuka puasa di mid valley. well kami plan lah. dipendekkan cerita, ada lah org2 yg lambat datang. jadi kami hanya berbuka di foodcourt berbekalkan donut big apple dan juga air teh ais. dan rokok lah, macam biasa. then in the midst of dinner tu, kami telah mengeluarkan beberapa option utk makan besar. antaranya :

1. ke putrajaya
2. ke nz klcc
3. ke bukit bintang
4. ke shah alam

dan option yg telah diambil adalah option 1. ke putrajaya. kerana saudara sopai, yakni ajk kebajikan PERUBATAN Alexandria nak belanja makan waterfront di situ. dan saya sangat seronok, kerana pada malam sebelumnya saya belajar jalan2 di kuala lumpur pada pukul 3pagi lepas main futsal. dengan siapa? biarlah rahsia. jadi saya aplikasi lah pelajaran saya pada hari sebelumnya, saya dari mid valley city tu, saya amek exit volvo, masuk lebuhraya persekutuan ataupun nama popularnya di radio pukul 5 ptg Federal Highway. di situ saya ingat kata2 teman saya semalam, ada exit kecil ke lebuhraya mahameru atau nama singkatannya MRR1. jadi dari federal highway saya masuk ke lebuh raya mahameru. terus ke jalan tun razak, dan terus lagi terus masuk ke lebuhraya MEX, atau dikenali KL-P highway oleh org tua2.

saya jadi tour guide la, sebab dalam kereta ada org JB, ada org Damansara, ada org TTDI. semua tak tahu jalan KL. saya pun berlagak lah. kawan tanya, akleh tu apa, duke tu apa, ini apa. smart tunnel pun macam jakun tak pernah tahu. ceh ceh. akleh stands for Ampang Ulu Kelang Elevated Highway. highway ni berguna dari rumah saya, terus masuk parking KLCC. 10 minit perjalanan. woohoo. Duke pula is Duta Ulu Kelang Expressway. best jugak highway ni. boleh jugak dari rumah saya terus masuk parking the curve di mutiara damansara. 25 minit la lebih kurang. then smart tunnel tu apa semua google sendiri.

ok berbalik pada cerita, aku masuk MEX highway, bawak 140 macam biasa. sebab highway tu best. then sampai lah putrajaya. janji nak jumpa dekat masjid di jabatan perdana menteri. yg ada roundabout besar tu. then sesat la kan. masuk terlepas kena u turn semua. masuk terowong mana entah. lepas tu sampai juga. masa tu sopai dan amri dah sampai lama dah. kitorg masuk mex tu diorg dah sampai. kami macam biasa la, menipu, cakap dalam mex lagi 20 minit sampai. padahal baru kat jalan tun razak. then tu la yg bawak laju2 tu. haha.

then sopai kata waterfront tutup. lepas tu well, plan macam sial pegi bangi pulak. jumpa pokyan dan miji kms. sopai dengan amri ni dua2 bawak motor. so diorg lead la kereta aku. macam babi diorg racing. then aku sesat la kan, dah diorg laju sangat. sesat dalam bangi. lalu uniten masuk kampung abu bakar baginda ke apa entah, something like that. then sopai la datang mengangkut. kami menunggu sopai tu dalam 20 minit la. berbekalkan karipap beli kat mid valley, dua large coffee bean ultimate, dan juga rokok marlboro menthol yg silver tu. then sampai. last2 kitorg makan dekat village view ke apa ntah, sebab kedai rusun or dusun tu tutup. dengar rusun, teringat kawan dan lawan di makassar. hihi. masa ni pukul 11 malam. berbuka jam 720 kot. pukul 11 malam baru makan besar. adventure gila.

then nak balik pula. aku perlu menghantar kawan ke TTDI dan juga damansara. so dari bangi aku lalu tol sungai besi, then terus masuk lebuhraya sprint. best gila. aku first time kot lalu tempat macam ni. nasib baik saudara sean punya mykad ada touch n go. senang. then sampai ttdi, sampai damansara, aku pun balik lah. nak balik aku main hentam je.

masuk penchala link balik. exit bukit kiara. aku dah cuak. tapi aku terus je. jalan jelah. masuk terowong mana2 entah ni. jam dah pukul satu pagi. lantak lah.

tiba-tiba, ada signboard pegi ulu kelang. aku dah mula senyum. ikut la lane signboard tu. lepas tu, nampak signboard setiawangsa. lagi la senyum. radio kete dah nyanyi lagu yovie dan nuno - menjaga hati. aku pun gila babi melalak lagu tu. then nampak signboard setiawangsa-wangsa maju-jalan enggang. memang senyum sampai telinga.

signboard berikutnya - susur keluar melalui DUKE.

aku senyum sampai telinga.

terima kasih duke. aku sayang kau.

adventure hari ni boleh dikatakan sebegini. dari BB ke BBB ke kampung BB. bukit bintang, bandar baru bangi, kampung bakar baginda. haha. sesat. nasib baik sampai rumah. kalau tak, takdelah aku menulis ni kan.

ahh sahur. esok kerja lagi. oh ya, aku bawak choc chip sebalang, habis ditelan kawan2. sedap, kata mereka.

hihi :)

bila result exam sangat memuaskan hati.

final exam results for third year students had been announced yesterday.

i got good results. alhamdullah. allahalmighty.

i got mix As and Bs. i got 5 B+. it only take about 5 marks to jump those grades into an A. i'm aiming for a 3.5. hopefully. but i'm sure if i got pass three, it would be more than satisfactory.

hurm.

but i guess i'm doing great. an A grade here in alexandria university equals about 95/100 in marks of a subject. gila kan? which means, if a person tends to get 4.0 in cgpa, fairly speaking that he/she would be having 95/100 in marks on every subject. well there's one or two in my batch who gets those kinds of results. i ADORE you guys.

well i'm happy, and of course there's always a story after that kind of success.

one of my fellow colleagues who yet studies with me in egypt came all the way from bangi to KL, just to get out to breathe all the way in a new atmosphere. i picked him up, then later we had our break-fast at kenny rogers jusco AU2. with one more of our friends. the bangi guy is called pokyan, whilst the other one was abu.

we chat on about how the hell would we spend the rest of the night together. then, we called all of our fellowship boys who took medicine with us in alexandria, which who lives in klang valley, of course. then we crossed up to a suprisingly exciting idea, which was futsal. hell, it had been ages since i played futsal here in malaysia.

sadly there's only 8 person in counting. then we started of calling all of our own personal friends, and meet up at sportsplanet ampang.

macam2 hal jugak masa calling diorang ni.

well it turns out the guys'd been far more than expected. 16-17, i think. socializing lah, apa lagi. yg ini kenal ini, kenal itu.

then we main main lah bola. apa lagi.

well we had a very good of sweet, and sweats. new friends too. which is very good.

and yet after 2 hours of kicks, we had our supper or sahur at suzy's corner. a kedai mamak not far from there.

i had a watermelon juice, and nasi goreng pataya. and they charged me freakin rm16. sorry izham, budak alex nicknamed kau suzy. hahaha.

ayat tak boleh belah.

"kau u-turn, kau nampak, kau masuk."

and then if there's nothing ever happened, we're gonna have some futsal some more in coming thursday. yay.

******

and today i shop at mid valley with some friends.

shopping raya.

got that khakis-like-colored blazer from zara (which danish said i look like a boss while wearing it, and most people said that i look better in that kind of color rather than those dark-toned colored), a sweater and a jersey from topman. beratus. haih.

luckily aidilfitri/duit raya is coming next week. hahah.

gotta save for that lavish shirt from AX for pre-clinical graduation dinner this coming october!

p/s : kalau tak mampu beli topman punya shirt jela. separuh harga dari AX. pakai voucher birthday arman pula. muraah. hihi.

in psychology, this is called a level 4 defense mechanism.

membawa taylor serata kuala lumpur. 2008 kot.
masih berjam tangan nike dan berbangle merah. kasut reebok. baju pun kartun.
masih mentah.

hi. i'm taylor. and you are?
oh belakang dia ada paperbag body shop. ada paper flower lagi. malu lah. ahaha.

kali ini 2009.
membawa jane berjalan sekitar cheras.
sudah berjam tangan casio, dan berselipar adidas classic. baju pun dah ada mesej2 motivasi.
sudah matang.

hai. saya jane. kenapa awak pandang2 saya? awak suka saya eh? ee. tak malu.

(biasalah, jane kan gedik2 manja sikit)

sorry lah jane, saya boleh bagi awak micro cube je untuk menyanyi. jangan marah. nanti saya kaya saya belikan awak amplifier marshall atau fender yg silver tu yg besar tu. kan? mama pun mesti tak marah sebab amp tu cantik sangat boleh buat hiasan rumah.

******

well back to the main theme for this post. sebenarnya saya malas nak drag gambar ke bawah. ahaha.

UNTITLED 3

when i'm sad
when i'm down
there you were you stood me up from the ground

when it rains
when it storms
you'd just stopped and you let them be gone

i'm with all my my might
through my sleepless nights
wondering when you'll be up to the fight

you and me
together we'll be
running and carefree
yeah..

well to my bestest friends saya dah mail kat korang. korang comment lagi tau! macam biasa lirik memang mentah gila. memang tak matang. haha. sorry. saya memang nak read a lot cuti ni, tapi banyak tengok tv lah. ahaha. if nak dgr mintak lah ye. well i shudve done better. rekod sekali je. malas nak rekod banyak2. haha. best lah! thanks for all the comments for my previous two songs.
bak kata rascal flatts - thanks for the support, and i'll come up with more MUSIC!

saya suka iphone saya sebab saya record pakai dia, dan juga mestilah saya sayang jane. jane, sedap gila bunyi awaaaak!

and saya rasa taylor merajuk kot. sebab tu letak gambar dia lagi. tahun depan kalau jadi beli bass nak bagi nama ellie.

hihi.

nak belajar gitar sampai hebat! lepas tu boleh la beli gitar paling versatile, fender telecaster!

dedikasi spesial

to them who may be concerned.

"OMGGGG suara ko sedap gila. oh man lagu ko sedap babi..yg false love tu. shit sedap doh. hahahahh"

ye. kutok aku. ahaha.

for you, ye i'll buy you chipsmore hazelnut kau, and lagi sorang yes. old town punya coffee.

ok?

i had fun last night.
tapi kan, pelik bila korang diam. macam a moment of silence yg sangat eerie.

tak habis2 suro aku datang sana. kau buat lah saje2 repeat paper bagi lambat grad sikit. so konfem u'll be there when i'm there.

ahahahhh.

:)

when faree turned legal.

holla earthlings.
it's been forever since i wrote. apa dia tu you orang panggil, erm, writers block.

i'm 21 today. or maybe a day older. i'm happy. felt like things just fall right into place. semua ada. kawan wish, family wish, kakak2 wish, semua pun wish. exes pun wish. birthday kali ni sangat seronok. it was a hell of a twenty one. i think if i'm going to supposedly delete this blog, this post will remind me of not doing so.

well enough craps, enough ramblings.

start the story already.

******

it was 26th august, where i stood still in the center of a mosque, just finished isya. fariz texted, asking me wether i'll be home or not tonight.

i said yes, because i had nowhere to go. with the rains and storms.

he said that he wanted to talk. macam serious. i was expecting some girl problem. well for men problems usually classified into two ; money, and girls. sesapa yg ada problem lain tu memang bukan real men la. ahaha. well a guy like fariz takkan la ada masalah duit kan.

well after teraweh i didnt even change pun. still pakai kopiah. dok la sms fariz tu. inilah itu lah. then i tried calling him, unanswered. then he replied, aku ada hal.

12am.

he texted, dah sampai.

aku dengan kopiah aku, kuar ah umah. then see fariz ngn bmw dia muka sedih gila.

tiba2, azreen duduk mencangkung kot belakang kereta bangun with cake and candles, all lit up.

i was stunned, in awe. bukan agony. awe. terdiam. tak cakap apa2. tak pernah rasa happy macam ni. even gfs pun susah nak buat surprise begini. ahaha. then sebab hujan i invited them, masuk dekat porch. then they both nyanyi la. sangat kuat, sampai mama keluar. but in the end azreen kata "happy birthday to faree", while fariz said "happy birthday to mock".

i blew up candles! saya tiup lilin! ahaha. and of course. i wished something. or something(s).

hihi.

well lelaki semua panggil aku mock kot. girls call me faree. dah macam double personality dah.

ahaha.

then sebab hujan, no pictures. then i said "weh, birthday boy nak buat request. ni hujan. jom lepak minum hot coffee."

well they said yes.

so pictures taken are as below.

azreen dan fariz. cupcakes with creams on top.

ada orang kata gambar ni "alim dohh", hahaha. ok la sebab besday aku, aku nak berlagak la. well, medic mesir. hahahahh.

chocolate spongecake. with candles. sedap! azreen kata rasa sekali nak lagi. mana la mereka beli ni.

muka happy.

fariz kata "terbaik. macam ustaz al-azhar mana entah."

double peace. leads to world domination.

semua pun nak jadi birthday boy. pffts. haha.



many thanks tau to you both. korang memang awesome. sangat2 awesome. paling awesome dalam dunia. i hope you both get along someday, and put all those painful past behind you. and yes. for me personally,

you guys are meant to be together.


******


well that's about early 27th. then after i woke up in the morning, i decides to go well, for some me-time, cari present happy birthday untuk diri sendiri. kalau kita tak manjakan diri kita, siapa nak manjekan, kan?

ok anis, aku camwhore ni. semua sebab kau. dah berjangkit dah selalu kawan dengan kau.

so photos for late today as below.

ha. ni baju sendiri. sebelum test baju. levi's tee and jeans. tee tu beli in egypt. made in turkiye ok. tak main la made in china. ahaha. jeans well, tahun 2007. you seasoned well, favoured one.

too busy to fcuk. white.

lucky fcuk. well kakak fcuk kasi yg ini untuk try. dia tak kasi try yg baru. jahat.

akhirnya. too busy too fcuk. i bought this. ntah. it suits my pride at the moment. anis got this one too. white.

perhatian eh. ni bukan bestie tshirts ke apa. just kebetulan. i always wanted black basic tee with those fcuk ramblings pun dari dulu. tapi what the hell. tshirt kawan satu kepala fcuk? gila macho! haha.

oh yes. saya test satu 501, satu 512, satu 523, and satu modern original.

i bought this pair of jeans. levi's limited edition premium heritage 523. size rahsia. hehe.

well happy birthday to me!

red. merah.

nak sokong man u, sokong la. tapi jgn jadi elmo bole tak.

kalau dah kalah, terima jela. don't give lame excuses. kata sokong ggb. kalah, menang, setia. tak perlu nak cakap benda bodoh macam bagi chance ke apa. dan tak perlu kot nak kutuk team lain. i pity you guys.

for me, as years of supporting man u, i always blamed them for their losses, and cherish them for their glorious glory.

cuba macho sikit wahai devils sekalian.

someone said to me the other day, sekarang ni banyak team. chelsea la, arsenal la apa. tnggu nak dekat habis season. there will be only two. or twos. sebab two tu lebih dari satu.

man u and anti-man u.

and what's elmo?

a loser constricted between an emo.

music and lyrics

ada dua lagu dah siap. lirik dia tak best. tapi sesapa yg baca ni tolong la komen betul kan, kasi gempak sikit. lagu boleh la mintak aku emel kan.



untitled satu

between foul and frown
i thought it all had just begun
without you as my crown
the flame's already been gone
as night strucks as my fear
all i hear was your tears

im falling
im failing
i've fallen hard for you

how can i be better if you keep on running up and down
with me
how can i be sober if u kept me drunk with false love
baby

all i did
i mean all did
was you..




untitled dua

sometimes i try to rush
sometimes i want the end
i know i'll get to this place
when the time is right (time is right)

when will i see the sun
cause my world is dark and brown - dark and grey pun bole jugak
when will the storm and the wind
starts to fling

will the rainbow starts to cure

after all this time
i'm here..